she says, she deserves to smile,

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Well e conflicts have been sorted out yesterday afta class. I guess everything seem okay liao ? The comm faci came to know abt the conflicts in class. She's helping us to bond again. Thus afta she left, the whole class stayed behind. Some voice out their feelings and I finally came to realise that they're reasonable peepz. Yup we really were quiet on e first day of sch. Then it took us for ONLY three days to bond and now e semester is coming to an end. We'll be separating soon. There's this who said that somebody will dislike you for a particular reason and I do agree wiif it. Nobody will dislikes you for no reasons , am I right ? Thus I started to reflect on my behavior.. what I'd did and stuff. Yes I do agree that I'm rather passive but I'll try to be loud ya? Ytd during class, I do voice out ma ideas to e team. Regards to the behave weirdly and talking craps, till now I am still curious and I don't see myself as an abnormal person. I do admit that I always behave naturally ;) perhaps this person don't really know me that well cuz I do ask ma friends and those ard me whether I'm weird and stuff. And their answer was a straight NO !!! Niwae if I really did anything wrong or stuff, I do apologised for ma mistakes. I'll try to correct my flaws ...

The conflicts have been resolved !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Niwae I got ma pay yesterday. In e morning syfiq IM me tat the pay entered into e account le. Thus during lunch time, went to e ATM machine to check.. hehes.. Got 400 bucks .. guess e money wun't last long ..kekex.. wanna gib ma mama.. but she asked me to keep it for ma own use.. hehes..

My mother --->I really must say that I'm really fortunate to have a good mother. She understands me and she don't gives me any stress at all. Every night I reached home ard 1 am and she'll be alone at e void deck dere waiting for me. She have to be awake by 4am and at 1 am , she hasn't go to bed yet, though some people are sleeping like pig liao. In ma eyes, she's perfect and I love her!! She's a loving mom ..till now I'm still trying my best to be a perfect daughter to her. Although sometimes I'll make her frustrated and stuff. lols. Whenever I got my pay and wanna treat her to eat, she'll ask me to save and all. She don't mind she's e one suffering as long as her children are happy. She works hard for e family too. She's thrifty and the money goes to paying for the basic nessisities like bills, food, house, and not forgetting me and ma sibling's education fees. That is the reason why we must study hard !! If not we'b wasting our parents hard earned $$$. <3>

My daddy.. he's a decent man but he c ban be named as a big gambler. I dislike his gambling self. Hope he can stopped wasting his money betting on horses and all. Money was always not enough for him. Sometimes he still asked money from me. That is why some people became bankrupt because of this reason and went to commit suicide. To those out there, GAMBLING KILLS ESP IF EU"RE A HEAVY BETER !!

Mon afta sch will be heading to sakae suchi wiif ma homies.. Tues will be national day eve. Perhaps at night going zouk wiif ma working college.. muahaha.. Happy Hours ;)) Besides there's those stalls selling clothes shoes and bags in ma school. It's kind of similar to those located parco Bugis .. Those brown wooden stall wiif wheels.. I dunno wad's that called as..
Niwae I fancied a shorts. muahaha.. Damn beautiful laz.. heh. beckie bought those jap clothes ytd. Maybe mon I'b buying the shorts.

well later mei(s) coming to find me.. hehs.. cya !!

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