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Thursday, August 03, 2006

I wanna vent ma anger liaOoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna go beach and shout liao... Arghhh!!

I'm rather pissed off wiif some fucking people in ma class.

After today thingy the three of us came to realise how the people in our class were like. Actually it's just a minority that we're pissed off wiif. I WON'T name NAMES like what they did !! I just wanna tell them that wiif these kinda attitude, it'll bring them nowhere ! They actually told the faci of our attitude in class and all. It's like backstbbing la. We felt hurt afta reading the comments. We roughly know who wrote it. But we won't go confront em as we've promise e faci tat we won't. I just wanna tell em what goes ard comes ard. ;)) If you think that your attitude is good , I'm sad to say that you're WRONG !!

This aftanoon at galilee. The three of us read through those negative comments and were kinda frustrated ! The three popular names mentioned were myself, cheri, rebecca and zou dan. They wrote US just bcuz we're always together ?? There aint any sense of LOGIC lorr..

This was what they wrote about me.. xue li.. her interest span is rather short. She loses interest easily. I get distracted easily and should focus more.. xue li is slow and She can't answer questions when other teams ask questions... another person is xue li and alfen.. they always talk nonsense and sometimes are weird. Besides some wrote I'm quiet. Yes I do admit that I'm quiet. I'm still trying to be loud in class. Some even wrote that the three of us always ask what slides to present ? Got one wrote in his RJ that he's not happy that I've get A. He got B .. thus he told e faci that why he got B ? He olso did alot of work la..

My comments: Hey cum on.., my interest span is short is none of your business right ? You're not ma daddy or mummy. Yes I do admit that I'm slow. That is why I ended up in normal academic stream and not express. (No offence to those out there). But is there anything wrong wiif tat ? I have brain damage before due to high fever and now my brain cannot functions properly. So it takes a slower time for me to think. I'm fucking pissed off wiif this person lorr.. the person who wrote this in bold words. When did I behave weirdly ? what nonsense ve I spouted ?? Regarding the slides, I do admit that I always ask them what slide I should present. Honestly speaking, I don't find this wrong at all. Of cos we must know what slide topresent wad.., if not during presentation you keep stuttering and its definitely going to affect your grade lahz..

My mei is even worse la.. they wrote that she watched youtube in class. Yeahh she did but currently she've already stopped watching in class le. You can go read those comments la.. she read le gonna cry liao.. mei..,if you're reading this cheer up k ?? Then for rebecca some fucking people call her sotong olso.. it's like if you dislike that person rright, you shouldn't have call her names right. It's just so bad lor.. I wanna say that not everyone is fast and perfect lorr.. everyone has different personalities and have flaws too. Don't you people have flaws too ??

Now I do believe that don't always judge a book by its cover. They may look alright on the outside. The next moment they might be gossiping behind your backs. Esp some biatch ..

Anyway we just took it as a learning point and we should thank em for their honest opinion about us.

In class mei was crying as she was kinda agigated. I consoled her and told her to take it positively. Even though I look rather alright, but I'm still rather angry lor.. Heck them lorr.. it's just 2 more weeks .. after that chge class le.. really can't wait lorr.. only abt 4 mths soo many unhappy things happened.. Anyway ,I'm surrounded wiif ma supporting hOmies and mei(s) as well as doting parents and siblings. ;))

I learn to let go.................. and I'd believe that one day I will be loud !

NOBODY ISS PERFECT SO ARE YOU!

7:37 PM