she says, she deserves to smile,

Thursday, August 31, 2006

It's time to blog again since I'm kinda bored right now !! heh. However sometimes i'm too lazy to blog, so do spare me ok ?

anyway yesterday had been a rather great day at work. kinda slack lahz. cos y'td was raining e whole night. so there's few customers come to bnj eat ice-cream. Thus everyone were slacking lahz.. then mIe gO di siaO tat Joseph.. hahas.. very fUn.. olsO teach yaO huang e fingers thingy.. tested him wheter can compete wiif mOii ma..then he kept practising .. super funny lahz.. then say xue li look !! Realli he's a fast learner siia.. :) halfway chun yan msged mOii.. asked mOii can call him and chat mahz.. lols.. then called him and chatted a while onli.. heard tat he injured himself.. he fell during training.. scare mOii siia.. :S
Thus came back then asked fadzil mIe can gO hOme early ma.. then he said Ok.. !! haha.. then mOii and Eric gO home together at 11 pm.

today should be going baack to riverside to visit teachers de.. but somehow got something to attend to early in the morning. Then go meet chun yan at Thiong Bahru.. pEI him go check up siia.. it was drizzling siia.. ii soo good lor... ii used mOii umbrella shelter him.. hahas.. Then reached e place le mux undergo security check.. afta that mux go collect e visitor's pass.. then accompany him go take his test.. sort of national service de test bahz.. he prO siia.. finish sOoo fast.. hahas.. poOr me waiting outside e room for bout half an hr waiting for him to complete e test.. lucky ii brought along 8 days to read.. then finished le went off.. then walked e stairs ii almos slipped and fell.. super funny la.. then he kip laughing all.. * ii nOe is darn hilarious la..* coz my shoe de friction went off le.. so when walked on slippery ground ...

Then headed back the building to return e visitors' pass.. Afta that boarded e bus back to thiong bahru plaza.. In e bus he super funny lahz.. he kept (TOOT) tickling mOii.. then me cannot stop laughing siia.. lols.. then infront de passengers turned and looked at us.. so pai sehz.. kekez. Then he decided to go mac have breakfast instead whereas ii wanted to go other places.. then in e end nowhere to go.. so go Thiong Bahru MAC eat breakfast..

After mac just roamed around..then he asked wanna go where.. then ii olso dunno where to go.. then lastly went tampines mall .. haha.. boarded direct train to tampines.. Reached tampines le then go walk walk lorz.. then v went inside Mini toOns gOo see e kawaii de VOO DOO DOLLS.. sO kawaii nehx.. then he buy those kinda chewy sweets .. funny laz.. coz.. !

Then went first floor find zou dan @ veeko.. she working there.. then zou dan saw him.. lols..

After that headed to 77th street go see clothes.. then got e song TOKOYO DRIFT.. darn nice lahz.. who have e song can send me ?? Thx.. then gO converse shop followed by M industry.. IP zone.. then gO metro lOok at perfume.. then he used e perfume sprayed at mOii bag.. haha.. nOw e bag gOt all kind of smell liao.. then ii kip blaming at him.. then ii find one perfume which dosent smell nice and sprayed at his NEW shirt.. lols.. oh ya.. not forgetting e shirt was from mOii.. his b'day prezzie lai de .. haha..

anyway he's having a competition next wed @ ngee ann city.. all e best ya !! :)

Well wei ann issH going for e campus superstar audition this sunday at HDB toa payoh hub.. best wishes ya !! hehes.. hOpe u qualified wOrz..

anyway tat's all for today and not forgetting to WISH all teachers "HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !"

11:07 PM

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

lOoking tired .. wif a sMilE

11:38 AM

saTisH and mOii.. aT maNager roOM sLacKing.. kekez..

11:29 AM

reBecCa and mOii.. weaRing BnJ de unifOrm..

11:13 AM

Juz came back from work an hour ago. Kinda exhausted siia. Initially worked till 12 am de.. then mei hOng heLp mOii teLl FAdzil.. hahas.. then can gO bacK earLy lOrz. went Off at 11 instead ..

Thank yew meI Hong WorX.. :) *HUGIES*

anyway yesterday met mc kOr kOr at 5 30pm at tampines interchange.. then went tm find teacher's day gift .. then afta that gO meet chun yan.. pass him his b'day prezzie which I've owed him fOr like mOnths liaO.. hahas..
After passed him e present gO find zOu dan.. she wOrking dere ma... @ VeekO wear.. theN went hOme wiif her. wait fOr her to knOck Off.. then we gO windOW shOpping awhile.. saW an Adidas watch darn nice laz.. bUt mux save mOney liaO.. nOw cannOt any hOw spent le.. cOs waNna save up learn driving.. Then at 9 15pm we left tampines mall.. then boarded bUs 969 bacK to wOodlands intercHange..

she lend me her mP3 player hOme .. haha.. cOS i'm tOo poOr to own one !

Anyway today got back mOii handphone liaO.. waste 80 bucks for e repair service.. arghhh !

Money aint enough for mOii.. tOday withdraw 200 bucks and already left wiif HALF le.. dUnno wad tO dO siia.. nOw wOrking le.. KAoz zi jI liaO wOrx.. never taKe mOney frOm mama liaO... sO mux reaLly save timE dUring rainy daYS.. mOmmy de mOney olsO issH xUE han Qian.. its time to repaY mUmmy liaO.. cOS i'm bIg enuff le wORx.. mux be Independent le..

As a tertiary student de wO.. it's like kinda stress la.. everything sO exPensive de.. purchase of bus cOncessiOn card already cOsted mOii $52 liaO.. aS cOmpared to lAst year $ 27.50.. siaNZ diaO..

Thinking of last time when yOung.. like sO stress free de wOrx.. sO gOod.. nOthing tO wOrry .. Only nOe hOw tO plaY and AlL.. reaLly sO fUn siia.. nOw.. big liaO.. mUx sTudy hard anD wOrk le..

nOthing much to blog.. thurs teacher's day celebration.. gOing back to riverside vsit mOii teachers.. hOpefully they can still rem me laz.. except that my hair nOw is bLonde cOlor.. kekekZ.. :X

Anyway gOnna go sleEp le... v tired liaOzzz ~

see yOu !! gOod nItez !

1:07 AM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Stunned ,shocked ,weird is what i'm feeling right now.

mOst GUYS are attracted tO mOii inner beauty !

He wanna jio me siia.. he asked his fren asked mOii.. omg !! Ytd I'm wOrking and he came tO find mOii .. wiif his fren , yUe xia and cLara. wHen he sees mOii he's like darn haPpy .. then kiP caLling mOii name.. lolz..

nOw in msn chatTing wiF his frenz.. he asKed his freN asKed mOii tiis qUestion de.. ii dUnno hOw tO ans hIm siiA.. dUn waNNa HURT him.. he's Onli 16 yeaRS old.. aND i'm 18.. hahhas.. kindA weIrd right >?? hOpe he dUn saD wOrx.. iF ii rejeCted hIm.. we caN sTilL be GOOD frenz de right , jOhanathaN?

The other time is One of mOii classmate cOnfess to mOii and nOW it's hiM.. mOii taO huA yun very gOod hORx.. lolz.. sOmetimes e gUY eU like dUn like eU.. bUt it's alWays e One eU dUn like Like eU.. maYbe tiis is FATE.. we must accept fate dun we ?

+ ii duNO whY ii kiP thinking of HIM... thOugh ii nOe me and hIm nO chaNce de..+

HAve a good chat wiif ralph lloyd tiis aftanoon.. :)) he mOved tO woodsvale cOndO liaO.. haha.. asked him nxt time go his cOndo dere swim .. he saYs no prOb.. kekekz... he asKEd me gOt lose weighT ma.. haha.. ii say im currently on diet !! he rem mOii as e plump gal.. then say plump isshh cute all.. funny siia he.. lolz..

anyway my mind is confused right now..

tml meeting mc kor at tampines afta his sch.. gotta alot tO share wiif him.. he Olso gOt alot of XING SHI bahz >? reaLly hOpe he iissh haPpy.. dUn brOod over e sad thingz liaO kkz.. :)

That's all for today.. see ya.. gd night !

10:50 PM

Saturday, August 26, 2006

I'm back to blog again. lalaldiada~

Today I should be going school for an interview with whoever as I've sign up for e voluntary wrk for 2 weeks in Thailand- chang mai . It's this morning but somehow I woke up late. Thus I missed it.. Arghhhh ~

Well anyway i shall just sum up the highlights for the week.

monday
the day started wiif enterprise module. The last day wif our faci- Patricia Kong. Anyway the ppt went on fine but not wiif much effort though? But somehow she gave me an A.. kekekz.. The comment from her.

P/S: It’s been nice having you as my student. May you work towards your dream of studying psychology in future. :)

Grade:A

I was thinking how she come she knoe tat i'm studying psychology ? Then I rem .. one typical day afta sch i boarded e same bus as her.. 169.. then she asked me watz my ambition and all.. my ans to her was PSYCHOLOGIST. Howeva my course, biotech, aint link to psychology. sad !

Tuesday
Many people stopped coming for class. Howeva I still came to study new stuffs. Niwae ma course is linked to science. So this module is beri important to moii. Thus afta sch went hm put laptop and stuff. In e evening went to toa payoh wiif mama.. accompany her to purchase aome stuffs.

Wednesday
Only 9 people turned up for class. Mei wen left halfway coz she aint feeling well. Afta second meeting me , wei ann and cheri left. Thus e class left wif onli 5 people. cool? and not forgetting tat the facilitator was e module chair.. lolz.. eU should read wat he wrote in my comment.. :X Niwae cheri came to ma hse afta school. She explored my hse.. rm .. cupboard and all.. lolz.. we played hoola hoop and all.. kekez.. fun.. Then 5pm left moii hse.. go wdlands int meet wei ann.. he was late.. arbish ~ Then in bus chun yan msg moii.. asked me where am I.. told him in 969.. Then chged destination le.. supposed 'll be meeting him at pasir ris ctrl station but in e end ended up in tampines int.. Then v talked alot.. haha.. hilarious.. how rowdy his class is.. as compared to mine ! e OCH stuffs he told me.. haha.. all isshh so funny.. I olso told him my classmates and all.. who are who... intro on their behalf cos all are busy barbecueing. niwae reached coasta sand he's like darn shy..kekez. asked me dun pang sehx him.. did I ? Then talked and bid e class gd bye n fare well.. best wishes to all.. > anyway tat's abt it..

Thursday
Start of sch hols' . yipee... nothing much happened actually. working day ~

Friday
Chun yan msged me again and called 3 times early in e morning.. asked me pEI him go ns checkup...@ cmbp but I switched off ma hp.. Then he went alone.. hahah.. Then I called him and told him wad bus to board and all.. save his cab fare ma.. cos when he went he hailed a cab frm his hse to redhill.. lolx..

Saturday
Later theres an event held in e zoo and I'b involved wiif malini.. teehees.

i know that this is not a good entry. everything is summarised and random. But well, i hope that will do for now. (:

9:55 AM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

Today last day of school le.. wheeeee... :D

As usual dad drove me to school.. Along the way was thinking of some stuff.. Went to class was kinda shocked. I'm e first to be in class. Then gr came. Today left with two teams. In other words, onli 9 ppl tune up. haha. we almos scare e faci off.. kekez.. wad a good class we're yea ? Niwae he's called Mr. Toh.. same surname leh.. lolz...

Today maths prob is so tedious siiaa.. lidat majiam dun cum today.. arghhh !!

Later going bbq at coasta sand .. calss chalet.. chun yan going wiif mOii.. lolz.. ytd he sms me.. then say when wanna meet. I told him I tml got class bbq at pasir ris. Then mux well meet tml la.. he olso wanna cum ma bbq. Then I go ask kok chye all. He said he dun mind. So bring him along laz. Hopefully he dun find it weird can le :l Anyway long time dint c him le.. tonight gOtta take in alot of fatty food liao. Gosh ! The past few days went on fine. In school I'm eating just fresh fruits, Juice and steam food.. Did not have any rice or fried food for 2 days le.. managed to lose 0.5 kg.. muahaha..

Result shows that if a person eats fatty food daily, then tend to put on weight faster and this may led to more severe diseases like heart attack etc in future (: Really admire those gals with hourglass figure. However I don't really understand why the older generation tend to dislike gals who're slim. They tend to criticize skinny girls until it seem like being thin is a major problem .. like you have illness ar ? why are you so skinny and all. This was what I used to hear in e past . Its like none of their business right.. mind their own business first lah.. uncivilised barbarians :l

Going to enjoy this 1 mth hols'. wheee.

Going on a shopping spree. sentosa wiif mei. movie and outing wiif ma homies. doing exercise - swimming and cycling. Gym. Sauna.work. earning bucks. studying. doing housework. tidying up ma room. Replenish ma energy. made up e sleep which I've lost during e past 6 months.

November faster come lei.. wanna learn driving liao.. heh. By then should have save enuff money le.. Lately have been saving up a lot. Even my hp bills. The amt has reduced frm 42 bucks to 27 bucks.. haha. Other then spending on food and transportation, the rest went into my saving. kekez.

Maths class bore me to death :l

9:52 AM

Monday, August 21, 2006

Happy memOries :)

1:12 PM

12:51 PM

Lame siia... e new tees that we wore (slc) ... mine iss so crumpled !!!

12:44 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

Well... I'm back to blog again.. heh..

what should I blog today ?? Jux wanna say that afta so many weeks of maths module.. my maths faci FINALLY gave me an A.. lolx.. watz a long waiting ya ?

This is e comment written for me :))

Xue Li, your points made in the RJ are interesting. I am sure the secondary school students will look forward to RP when you share with them about laptops and Paranormal IG!For today, you were quite focused on the problem and attentive to my explanation. You were also keen to learn from Guang Rong about the codes.Your presentation was fine. Although you were unable to answer my question during the team presentation, I could see that you have put in efforts.Thank you for your kind comments. I enjoy having you in my class as you are always polite and cooperative. As the holidays are coming, I hope you can take this time to relax and reflect on the past semester. I sincerely hope that you can be more active and vocal in class. This is the only thing that is preventing you from making a breakthrough. Otherwise you have been quite consistent in class!Take care and all the best! :)

kinda touching though ! well gotta reflect about what I did this 16 weeks and be prepared once e new semester starts ! Gotta be VOCAL nxt semester.. heh.. I realised that I have potential.. but I've yet to outshine mine.. ermmm.......

Anyway that very day was complaining to my faci that I've not gotta any A before for maths.. hahaz.. then he say gotta prove it to him first to get A.. and I really did.. lolx..

Anyway just came back from work an hr ago.. kinda exhausted though ... today being cashier e whole day.. darn gd lahz.. kinda slack.. kekez... but gotta handle cash.. freaking scary.. =X I tend to panic if anyth went wrong .. kekez..! But gotta those friendly and helpful crews to help me.. hehe..

oh ya... somethingy that aint pleasant to hear during work.. wad malini said to me and jess.. ' you 2 have put on weight already.' We're like wth man !!!!!! OMG!! I hate being FAT FAT and FAT !!! and yes seriously I did put on 2 kilos.. I wanna be slim again.. (: I told my mama that I wanna lose weight.. lolx.. she's like NO NEED LAH,, kekekz.. <>.. kekez.. ii dislike ma thigh.. and tummy.. yucks... wanna burn all those fats away !!!!!!!!!!!!! and yea seriously i'm heading the gym wiif jess every sat .. swimming wiif ma homies and climbing e staircase instead of using e lift.. ii wanna lose 5 kilos.. my current weight is 55 kg u know .. Heavy lah.. I used to be ard 50kg.. oh well ... really envy those slim gals wiif flat stomach .. ;))

gonna take in more fresh fruits and veggies !!

Will this regimen work for us ??

Yesterday went to do voluntary work.. cool fun and tiring.. e 3 of us report at RPC .. then xue fang said it's at 2nd lvl.. thus as e lift aint working we use the staircase instead.. wtf man.. we entered and when we reached the 2nd lvl the handle can't be opened.. omg...!! we're trapped :(( we're sooo scared siia.. what if nobody came to our rescue ?? we're struggling man.. then we kip shouting and banging on e door.. shan went up and knocked on e door.. Fortunately a chi gal helped to open siia.. HENG siia !!! well... and so we managed to get out.. and we get chged into e slc uniform and were ready to set off. TEam 3 went to blk 801 and 802 to collect books encylopedia board games.. This is what I said to em..

Hi I'm xue li frm republic poly.. I'm here to collect old books , assement books or any board games.. so do u 've any to contribute to us >?? we're donating it to children's home.. :)) well majority of em aint that generous at all? they just say NO.... !! well nvm !!

Tml there's slc meeting at 5pm.. rem to turn up kk ??

well I need ma sleep right now.. so cya.. sweet dreamz.. (:

10:21 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

Today is last day of communication liaO.Also last day wiif comm faci.. Jeanette =)

4 more days to go!!!

Gotta know that the school canteen is open during e sch hols' . so if you're craving for cheap food.. come right dwn to rp .. kekekz :X

Anyway ytd dint went school.. went to collect laptop at redhill.. so sianz. e journey was like 1 hour.. But saw some familiar faces on the way back.. mOii secondary sch frenz.. muahaha.. one of em is a HOT babe !! :)

Tml going blk 801 n 802 collect old books. wiif xue fang, shanti and jaclyn.muahaha.It's part of voluntary work. yeahh !!

I'b going swimming tiis mon :)

I guess today's entry aint that satisfactory.. so cya dudes !!

1:10 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

I miss ma uncle in UK. Just now was checking mails and happened to be reading emails which he'd sent few months ago.

Alot of things seemed to be lingering in ma mind lately. I keep remember ma childhood days. haha. I'm short and skinny. Really miss those days and ma old house @ blk 617. The neighbours and friends which I've made. I used to stay in yishun. Then I attend NPS and last time was using chalk to write on the blackboard. There was once during recess when my friends and I stole some chalks and secretly kept it inside our bags. LOLS. I used to fancy chalks. It comes in variety of color- light green , blue, red yellow and all. I'll use the chalk and drewthose hopscotch thingy along my corridor. haha. Then my siblings and I will be playing laz.. kekez/ PLus every evening i'b cycling at the void deck wiif ma bro. hehs.Then ii olso like blowing on the recorder and using abacus to do maths. Nw thinking of my past.. I was an innocent child. Oh well.. really miss those days. Perhaps I'll upload ma childhood picts when I gotta time.

Today is another typical school day. Today is Maths module and was Mr Lem last lesson with us. Awww. Cos he's going back for re-service. He bought us those double-decker tidbits. My team also got a ferro rocher cocoa each for been 1st runner up in last week game. Lols. Well.. niwae thx sooo much faci !! (:

Tomorrow going to pon sch liao. Guess tml many people won't be coming as well except for that few. Heading to redhill to collect my laptop. I really miss my lappy siia. One week no laptop in school. The feeling was like... undescrible la.. plus ii keep using her laptop and it's not really nice yaa.

Yesterday went to watch movie with ma group of paranormal friends. Well afta school headed straight to plaza sing. We reached le, but melvin and friends havent reached yet. So she called him and he's still at Bradell. Oh well... Then we just roamed ard ps laz.. After that melvin said they reached le , so faster boarded e lift go straight to 7th storey. In the lift saw charles siia.. lols. Then said hello to him. He still asked me what's ma name. lol. Niwae he's one of e Asia Paranormal Investigator. Cool!

The show started at 19 15pm. Title was 'An american haunting.' The show havent sneak yet. It's just a movie preview and it's free. Cux ii'm one of those paranormal members. Thus got free show to watch every month (: OMG!! The movie was........darn scary larz.. However ii dun really noe what's e moral of the story.. just noe that it's freaking scary and i'm going to suffer an heart attack anytime. LOLS.

Mommy don't allow me go batam with friends. She feared for ma safety!!! Arghhhhh ~

Anyway this week is kinda busy. YEAH!!! I won't b working this sat.. hehs.. I'm sick and tired of working and studying at the same time. Niwae, this saturday going to do voluntary work around woodlands. Collecting old storybooks and stuffs frome each household and thus it would be donated to the orpahnage. We're still short of 20 voluntary peepz. Anyone keen of helping out this sat on the 19 Aug ?? It's from 14 45pm to 18 30pm ?? thx..

Afta the voluntary work, I guess I'b sweating like hell. haha. Meeting ma homies afta that. Heading to Toa Payoh for dinner !!! wOot !!!

7:30 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

I'm fine these days.

My final test is this coming tues and afta that i'b FREE. YEAH !! Hols are coming.. HOORAY ! But somehow ii will still miss my current class W26R. There sad n happy memories been left behind !!

My test grade for science is fluctuating. The first test is B then followed by A and now D+.. OMG!! Bcuz of that D+ , it actualli pulled ma whole grades down. Nevertheless, I scored a B for that module.

Maths grade sux too!! Borderline pass. wth!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday went sakae suchi wiif ma homies. Went there afta sch and we ordered the student buffet. Then ate till damn full larz.. LOls. The total bills was $56.85 and some thingy happened at tat point of time.. Shhhhh!! onli mOii and ma homies noe !!

Niwae let's recall what I did on tues. On national day's eve. Went to school for test early in e morning. Afta that almos half the class went off. Met posic n mei @ redhill cos gonna get my laptop fixed. The USB port damaged liaOoo .. KAOZ! niwae the people like gonna cheat money la.. got warranty ma.. stiLl say mux pay $1000. SIAO LORZ. tiLl now stiL haven return me my lappy. pissed offfff.

After that we've our lunch outside 7-11. kekekz. we buy those pao mian and eat. kekekz. Then afta that went off liao. bidding em gd bye. They going to watch fireworks ma.. and I gonna go zouk that night. So ii go hm 1st..

Met her at orchard ctrl station/. Then went zouk. Cool. able to enter w/o been caught. haha. ii use sista IC.. lols. I was abit tense when queing up. cos ii was thinking if i'm been caught how ?? It's my turn.. and the guy didnt suspect anything. hahaz. cool!!

Zouk was like........ so few ppl laz.. cos we went dere bout 9 plus.. inside v dark olso. ermm yupp. wanna take some picts de.. but somehw my hp went for repair le.. so currently using spare phone (: Afta that went to ps wait foe NS peepz.. 10 ppl la.. gonna watch midnight movie. Lady in e water.. not nice laz.. it's a waste of money!!

Afta that roamed ard and left e place at 555am. Jess and mOii Hailed a cab hm.. share $.

Thurs and fri was a typical schoolday ! Ermm thinking of looking for new job.. any LOBANG ?? if yes do sms / inform me kk ?! tks.

I'm off to work. tc. (:

2:16 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

Well e conflicts have been sorted out yesterday afta class. I guess everything seem okay liao ? The comm faci came to know abt the conflicts in class. She's helping us to bond again. Thus afta she left, the whole class stayed behind. Some voice out their feelings and I finally came to realise that they're reasonable peepz. Yup we really were quiet on e first day of sch. Then it took us for ONLY three days to bond and now e semester is coming to an end. We'll be separating soon. There's this who said that somebody will dislike you for a particular reason and I do agree wiif it. Nobody will dislikes you for no reasons , am I right ? Thus I started to reflect on my behavior.. what I'd did and stuff. Yes I do agree that I'm rather passive but I'll try to be loud ya? Ytd during class, I do voice out ma ideas to e team. Regards to the behave weirdly and talking craps, till now I am still curious and I don't see myself as an abnormal person. I do admit that I always behave naturally ;) perhaps this person don't really know me that well cuz I do ask ma friends and those ard me whether I'm weird and stuff. And their answer was a straight NO !!! Niwae if I really did anything wrong or stuff, I do apologised for ma mistakes. I'll try to correct my flaws ...

The conflicts have been resolved !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Niwae I got ma pay yesterday. In e morning syfiq IM me tat the pay entered into e account le. Thus during lunch time, went to e ATM machine to check.. hehes.. Got 400 bucks .. guess e money wun't last long ..kekex.. wanna gib ma mama.. but she asked me to keep it for ma own use.. hehes..

My mother --->I really must say that I'm really fortunate to have a good mother. She understands me and she don't gives me any stress at all. Every night I reached home ard 1 am and she'll be alone at e void deck dere waiting for me. She have to be awake by 4am and at 1 am , she hasn't go to bed yet, though some people are sleeping like pig liao. In ma eyes, she's perfect and I love her!! She's a loving mom ..till now I'm still trying my best to be a perfect daughter to her. Although sometimes I'll make her frustrated and stuff. lols. Whenever I got my pay and wanna treat her to eat, she'll ask me to save and all. She don't mind she's e one suffering as long as her children are happy. She works hard for e family too. She's thrifty and the money goes to paying for the basic nessisities like bills, food, house, and not forgetting me and ma sibling's education fees. That is the reason why we must study hard !! If not we'b wasting our parents hard earned $$$. <3>

My daddy.. he's a decent man but he c ban be named as a big gambler. I dislike his gambling self. Hope he can stopped wasting his money betting on horses and all. Money was always not enough for him. Sometimes he still asked money from me. That is why some people became bankrupt because of this reason and went to commit suicide. To those out there, GAMBLING KILLS ESP IF EU"RE A HEAVY BETER !!

Mon afta sch will be heading to sakae suchi wiif ma homies.. Tues will be national day eve. Perhaps at night going zouk wiif ma working college.. muahaha.. Happy Hours ;)) Besides there's those stalls selling clothes shoes and bags in ma school. It's kind of similar to those located parco Bugis .. Those brown wooden stall wiif wheels.. I dunno wad's that called as..
Niwae I fancied a shorts. muahaha.. Damn beautiful laz.. heh. beckie bought those jap clothes ytd. Maybe mon I'b buying the shorts.

well later mei(s) coming to find me.. hehs.. cya !!

11:26 AM

Thursday, August 03, 2006

I wanna vent ma anger liaOoooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wanna go beach and shout liao... Arghhh!!

I'm rather pissed off wiif some fucking people in ma class.

After today thingy the three of us came to realise how the people in our class were like. Actually it's just a minority that we're pissed off wiif. I WON'T name NAMES like what they did !! I just wanna tell them that wiif these kinda attitude, it'll bring them nowhere ! They actually told the faci of our attitude in class and all. It's like backstbbing la. We felt hurt afta reading the comments. We roughly know who wrote it. But we won't go confront em as we've promise e faci tat we won't. I just wanna tell em what goes ard comes ard. ;)) If you think that your attitude is good , I'm sad to say that you're WRONG !!

This aftanoon at galilee. The three of us read through those negative comments and were kinda frustrated ! The three popular names mentioned were myself, cheri, rebecca and zou dan. They wrote US just bcuz we're always together ?? There aint any sense of LOGIC lorr..

This was what they wrote about me.. xue li.. her interest span is rather short. She loses interest easily. I get distracted easily and should focus more.. xue li is slow and She can't answer questions when other teams ask questions... another person is xue li and alfen.. they always talk nonsense and sometimes are weird. Besides some wrote I'm quiet. Yes I do admit that I'm quiet. I'm still trying to be loud in class. Some even wrote that the three of us always ask what slides to present ? Got one wrote in his RJ that he's not happy that I've get A. He got B .. thus he told e faci that why he got B ? He olso did alot of work la..

My comments: Hey cum on.., my interest span is short is none of your business right ? You're not ma daddy or mummy. Yes I do admit that I'm slow. That is why I ended up in normal academic stream and not express. (No offence to those out there). But is there anything wrong wiif tat ? I have brain damage before due to high fever and now my brain cannot functions properly. So it takes a slower time for me to think. I'm fucking pissed off wiif this person lorr.. the person who wrote this in bold words. When did I behave weirdly ? what nonsense ve I spouted ?? Regarding the slides, I do admit that I always ask them what slide I should present. Honestly speaking, I don't find this wrong at all. Of cos we must know what slide topresent wad.., if not during presentation you keep stuttering and its definitely going to affect your grade lahz..

My mei is even worse la.. they wrote that she watched youtube in class. Yeahh she did but currently she've already stopped watching in class le. You can go read those comments la.. she read le gonna cry liao.. mei..,if you're reading this cheer up k ?? Then for rebecca some fucking people call her sotong olso.. it's like if you dislike that person rright, you shouldn't have call her names right. It's just so bad lor.. I wanna say that not everyone is fast and perfect lorr.. everyone has different personalities and have flaws too. Don't you people have flaws too ??

Now I do believe that don't always judge a book by its cover. They may look alright on the outside. The next moment they might be gossiping behind your backs. Esp some biatch ..

Anyway we just took it as a learning point and we should thank em for their honest opinion about us.

In class mei was crying as she was kinda agigated. I consoled her and told her to take it positively. Even though I look rather alright, but I'm still rather angry lor.. Heck them lorr.. it's just 2 more weeks .. after that chge class le.. really can't wait lorr.. only abt 4 mths soo many unhappy things happened.. Anyway ,I'm surrounded wiif ma supporting hOmies and mei(s) as well as doting parents and siblings. ;))

I learn to let go.................. and I'd believe that one day I will be loud !

NOBODY ISS PERFECT SO ARE YOU!

7:37 PM

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

Ytd uploaded sooo many picts.

That day afta class went for some forensic talk.Thus afta the talk, hheaded to food haven to have our dinner. phoned mama that i'm not having ma dinner at home. On our way, I took some picts ard the campus. hehs. I've upload it yesterday. Some peepz claimed tat they wanna see how ma new sch looks like. So... The new and big campus has since been moved back to wdlands. ((; CHEERS !

Besides my school was highlighted in 'The new paper' on 310706. As part of SLC member, was kinda proud of what they've done. Some volunteers frm rp went to help clear the folks hm and some familiar faces were captured in the newpaper.

There's test tml. my god! Hope I will be able to make it. My comm grade is out and the result aint as satisfactory as what I've expected. -.-'

Two more weeks to go.

Ermm these days the conversation was getting more n more exciting each day. Celebrating on national day eve . fireworks? hangout at zouk? The hols are getting nearer and I'b staying over at Shari la hotel wiif some of ma frens. hehes. Haven't ask mama whether she allows me to go or not !! Niwae juz nw during dinner, I did mention it to her, but she did not say anything. Well.. so I'll ask her when the time is nearer. niwae becca asked me to join her chalet wiif her frens but I am unable to go. She said she wanna intro her 'guys' frens to me. Lols.

I skipped my hip hop dance today. One reason is mainly bcuz the sista aint going. I dun wanna be alone .. I need a companion. muahaha. Niwae last wed hip hop dance was kinda fun.. met sis at 630pm at city hall ctrl station. Five of us headed to o school. Classes started on time at 7pm and ended at 8 pm. After that we walked to esplanade to practice. Kekez. so many passer by. All of us were kinda embrassed. lols. After tat headed to mac at marina square. roamed ard marina area followed by pan pacific ,.. Thus us left the place at 12 am and managed to board the last train. phew !!!

Yesterday meet up wiif ma bf at wdlands ctrl station. Afta school, met wee leng and both of us hailed a cab frm rp to wdlands ctrl station cuz my feet is aching cuz of tat fuking shoes. I'm unable to walk and throughout the whole day in sch I walked with a limp.This makes me so pai sehx. kekez. We headed to long john for a grab and roamed ard cwp. Met up wiif e few at Gelare and have ice cream. Ytd all ice cream were sold at half price. The stall was crowded than usual. Most of em were students frm Ijc.

Just now was indulging in Magnum ice cream again. I guess I'b putting on weight again. gosh. I wanna be slim as I used to be. That day was stepping on the weighing scale and realised that I've put on 1 pound. Argggghhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!! Perhaps during e 1 mth break, I'b heading to e swimming complex wiif ma bf.

Niwae tat's all for today. I have not have enough sleep lately which I think I need to have right now ;)) nitey nitez.. !!

6:42 PM

Tuesday, August 01, 2006